Why can’t life just be easy? Why does there have to be so many obstacles, challenges, and setbacks? Soon enough, thanks to the darkest moment of my life, I would find out that RESISTANCE IS REQUIRED.

From my mid-teens to my late 20’s I just wished life would be easy.

Although I could feel this deep internal drive and ambition, the lazy ass human side of me rebelled against the resistance that showed up in my life.

I didn’t want…

…the obstacles…

…the challenges…

…the work.

I just wanted to arrive at the visioned life that I could see so clearly in my mind.

The crazy thing is, since a 5 year old boy I could feel myself being spiritually (internally) guided toward this beautiful life that I get to live now, at 47.

The problem was, for 20 years I rebelled against that divine guidance. Not because it didn’t feel right…

…but because it would require me to give up my comforts, my vices, and the unhealthy version of my ego.

This rebellion led me to living a life that was misaligned with the vision I had for it.

Chaos is what that created.